I cutted my finger when cooking.
I was not aware the pain but the tears already fell down together with my blood.
I felt very painful, but I know this is not from body but depressed heart.
I am here, I am alone. Nobody surround me especially when I need the one.
I really felt down these days for several reasons. I hate myself uncontrolling.
I want to yell out, I want to say out, I am not as strong as you think I should be.
I am a plain person, simple love, easy-going.
I just do not want to hide myself in darkness, Am I wrong?
I know you do not care about me, deeply from your heart, you never care. All I have done is only for a reply,
I was dreaming someday, you will pay me back, to echo me. Time past so quickly, I felt unhappy, I felt little possibility, I felt impossible, finally, I am exhausted to feel desperated.
That is all me. I never dare to ask but just waiting.
I really get tired this time. Previously I thought disputemay enhance the relationship, but I realize this is really fake.
I was deeply hurt by those word, those let me feel you only think of yourself.
When I was sad, where are you?
You did your own thing and think of me mannerist.
I really need you to listen to my heart, but there is no chance left for me.
Originally, I like sunshine and smiling,But now, I feel very glaring and forget how to smile.
Time changed me a lot, let me lost in you, but I never owned you.
Baby, could you please tell me the truth, If you never care, hurt me to death, then let me reborn with smile.
I really do not want to redeem anything as I do not think I was wrong. The key point is, I am exhausted to be with you playing this game.
together when?
Maybe, we should meet each other in next samsara,as this time, I am so late to meet you. There are so many persons in your memory, thus make no room for me. let me be the first one than anybody in the next samsara, to love you, to cherish you to be with you for a whole life.
計畫趕不上變化，慢慢的，好像已經不再有什麽明確的，具有規定性的計畫了，因為永遠好像趕不上變化。
真的好慶倖還年輕著，有顆充滿了動力而執著的心，然後伴著，陪著一起去實踐。我只想定格笑顏，那發自內心的微笑和愛。
時間真的過的好快，快到風變的刺骨，才渾然清醒，已入深秋。笑。
天堂去過了，這次，樂園，我們來了。
那裡也有美好的瑪利亞。
最近，腦海里經常浮現一句話，“這世界唯有你是絕對真實”
伴隨著我，好幾年了。突然發現前一刻仿佛是前生的殘留記憶，然後慢慢的在今生釋放，猛然又驚覺，
那僅僅只是幾年的光陰而已。
人不輕狂。。。枉總攻呀！
偶們三個說風就是雨，一拍即合，極高效率= =
最累的當然是小魔王，因為我最有效率的永遠是嘴，汗。。。
嘴巴上答應的比什麽都快，行動和效率往往都是第一。。。不過是倒數的，暈色。。。
anyway，出行成功，我說，我不�嬖蚓察げ飜虱�了自己的學院祭。
另外，我一直覺得我很P.I.G的。。。。
但是，關於某些“技術”，我可是一點就靈。。。
換別的= =，估計要教到被。。。消音。。。可能還掌握不到竅門，汗。
貼偶的大作！偶最喜歡的一張圖，是偶製造出來的= =
我么抖的，哈高清的。這個要表揚= =
其次，偶拍的哈有意境，在構圖上
最後，兩個人我都拍進去了，沒有掉腦袋少胳膊腿的。。。
這真的很難得。
從技術上來說，偶是對焦對好了噠，偶也沒有虛噠。。。。
從心裡上來說，偶是有點小腐的><
廢話不多說了，圖圖偶埋起來。。。嘻嘻
【“||200911108 Jasmine with sunset, shall we be there always?”の続きを読む】
If I can hold your hand, May I?
If I can wipe your tears, May I?
If I can be with you forever, May I?
If you were me, Are you able to feel my feeling? Will you?
If you will leave some day, Will you say a word?
If you would like to be alone, Will you be fine?
My only lost angel.
不要抄袭姐，姐会让你吐血。
【“||The end of silence”の続きを読む】
我給了自己一個忘卻的理由，然後轉身，感覺千年般，漫長而淒涼。
我以為那是自怨自艾的悲傷。卻發現站在原地緬懷的不僅僅是我一個人。
於是，我釋懷了。我以為我是被忘記的。
真的被忘記了。卻發現轉身的時候，她還在原地。
然後，回頭。 面帶微笑，心如止水。
我們各自生活，重新開始。在人踩人的社會上摸爬滾打。學著獨立，學會孤獨的面對寂寞。
我們都忘記了那相互取暖的方式。 再也沒有手是可以用來牽，用來甩開，再被抓住的了。
經歷了坎坎坷坷的一年。
在上海的日子，最近很開心。
可能是太開心被嫉妒了，於是，當種種不快堆積起來的時候，我變得脆弱不堪一擊。
我想沉下來靜一靜。 可是我發現思念把我吞噬的體無完膚。
我突然覺得自己又變回了去年5月的自己。
我想努力的調整回去，我已經試著在努力了。我有更重要的事在等著我，我想全身心的投入其中，
不被影響。
上天弄人。
茫茫人海，就這樣遇見了。
我很想仰天長嘯，fuck，真是TMD不爽到了個境界！！！！
關鍵問題是，老子還是一副沒睡醒的素顏朝天！殺了個措手不及。
於是，鬱悶了很久很久，事實上，到今天我還是很鬱悶，鬱悶那句，“這是我朋友”
不是嫉妒，就是他媽的不爽到個境界，真的很想拉個路人甲也來這麼句= =這是我朋友。。。靠！！！
可以當做沒看到的，不行嗎。
反正我是沒有看到的啊，就這樣錯身而過會怎樣。
我討厭任何形式的打擊報復。
如果我真的在乎，也罷。
問題是，我不在乎。我在乎的是。。。。。。。。。。。我沒有化妝。。。。。。很坍我臺。
很好，很好笑。。。。。
我真的很想笑。
慢慢的，真的提不起力氣去唧唧歪歪個什麽鳥事了。
我只想關在自己的殼里，靜靜地，靜靜地。
這8天，不是一般的累好吧？
一個人跌坐在廁所發著冷汗的時候，大腦一片空白。
那種被人抓住心臟的感覺，第一次有。感覺很刺激。一口氣提不上來翹掉了= =估計太搓了。。。
出來的結論就是。。。。看吧。。。。你老了。。。什麽都不搞，只喝茶，反而不行了吧？
我很想把那個說這個話的女人掐死。。。。。算了，看在你給我遞紙巾的份上= =
這是唯一開心的聚會，雖然等待的過程是漫長的。。。
這麼多年了，希望也可以一直延續到不久的未來，更久點的未來，希望大家海天一方的都好吧。。。
再次仰天長嘯！我是真啥都沒有碰。爲什麽搞的好像是我喝的最多到爛醉？
無語了。。。。。。。。。
本命年，我要好好拜拜。
最近工作也是不順。看著火死了。
或許有下崗的可能= =如果唧唧哇哇的太多。
回去先看吧。希望能熬過來。
KYO，凡事有愛的加油。
我想，我是真的什麽都沒有了。
我只有一顆心了。
一顆心，夠嗎。。。。
I can`t believe I`d standing here
Been waiting for so many years and today I found the King to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently and turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can`t you see?
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I`d blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you
You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don`t know if my tongue able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me from here please
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you That I`d blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you to find out the dream is true
I love to be loved I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that well give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong
Baby, tell me how can I tell you that I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you that I`d blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you to find out the dream is true
I love to be loved I need yes I need to be loved I love to be loved by you
Yes I love to be loved by you
