I cutted my finger when cooking.
I was not aware the pain but the tears already fell down together with my blood.
I felt very painful, but I know this is not from body but depressed heart.
I am here, I am alone. Nobody surround me especially when I need the one.
I really felt down these days for several reasons. I hate myself uncontrolling.
I want to yell out, I want to say out, I am not as strong as you think I should be.
I am a plain person, simple love, easy-going.
I just do not want to hide myself in darkness, Am I wrong?
I know you do not care about me, deeply from your heart, you never care. All I have done is only for a reply,
I was dreaming someday, you will pay me back, to echo me. Time past so quickly, I felt unhappy, I felt little possibility, I felt impossible, finally, I am exhausted to feel desperated.
That is all me. I never dare to ask but just waiting.
I really get tired this time. Previously I thought disputemay enhance the relationship, but I realize this is really fake.
I was deeply hurt by those word, those let me feel you only think of yourself.
When I was sad, where are you?
You did your own thing and think of me mannerist.
I really need you to listen to my heart, but there is no chance left for me.
Originally, I like sunshine and smiling,But now, I feel very glaring and forget how to smile.
Time changed me a lot, let me lost in you, but I never owned you.
Baby, could you please tell me the truth, If you never care, hurt me to death, then let me reborn with smile.
I really do not want to redeem anything as I do not think I was wrong. The key point is, I am exhausted to be with you playing this game.
Maybe, we should meet each other in next samsara,as this time, I am so late to meet you. There are so many persons in your memory, thus make no room for me. let me be the first one than anybody in the next samsara, to love you, to cherish you to be with you for a whole life.